SKOOLIN'

I came to the realization that I hate school. Although I'm going to college and am going to have at least four more years of schooling, I honestly dread coming to school daily. The majority of teachers are either mean, boring, childish, or simply don't really care about their students. There are those few that do like Mr. George, Mrs. Dorsey, Mrs. Dooher, Mr. Lewis, Mrs. Robi and a couple others. Needless to say it's not a large number in comparison to those teachers that really should've been tele-operators, such as Mrs. Kretow, Mrs. Fixsen, Mrs. Albring, Mr. Gabrielle and many more! I would just like to be encouraged to learn and taught in a manner that's professional but interesting as well. Why must a class be boring in order for you to learn? Take Mr. Hetland's class for example. He is a smart man who teaching skills are moderate but has no imagination or UMPH! It's so boring it makes no sense. The only good time we have is when we debate and that's because the student's dominate the lesson. I wish I had all the good teachers back. The one's where I learned everyday and anticipated arriving to their class...

Im So Stressed!!!

I need to move!!! I really want to get into Wilson Commencement Park but if they don't come through by the middle of April, I'm gonna have to get a regular apartment. I just wish time would really stop. Sometimes I feel like I wish I wasn't here. My daughter is the only reason why I want to stay. I'm so tired of being stressed...

BFFs???

There is a question that still remains mystery to me... Can you have more than one best friend? Personally I think you can. Sometimes you grow equally close to a couple people and feel like their places in your life and heart (no homo) are equal as well. But on the other hand, the word best is most superior. And usually solo. Tell me what you think...

The Golden Fox

You ever just want a nice meal and to have a good time without having to drive a half an hour or more just to get to the restaurant!?! It's as easy as looking around the corner. I just visited a nice, diner-style restaurant called The Golden Fox with my guy and it was great! Wonderful food, calm atmosphere, and inexpensive prices. It's right down the street from our house on Culver so it was literally five minutes away! We left happy and full which is the ideal diner-date for me!!! Check it out sometime...

Stuck B-TW33N a R0CK n A HARD Place

A lot has happened since I last blogged... I was hurt very badly by the least expected person and in the least expected way. My birthday was yesterday. Granted I had fun, but my heart still aches due to the series of events that has occurred this past week. I went to the club Saturday night since my b-day hit at 12. And although I have always been a dancer and like to be the life of the party, I spent the whole time with my boyfriend. Well... ex. Well... idk what he is anymore. My head was saying u shouldn't let this guy have the pleasure of your company but I just wanted to be happy. And despite what he did, that's what I feel when I'm with him. We spent the night in each other's arms and occasionally I'd think, "Run for the hills! You don't want to get hurt again!!!" But the majority of the night was bliss. I felt serene, happy, safe, and above all... LOVED. I believe that he was truly wrong. He knows this. But everybody makes mistakes. I have as well in previous relationships. But this connection we have is too strong. We feel like we're meant to be and I'm not willing to give that up. We're taking time apart, on my call. I need him to experience time without me. To understand the depth of my pain and hurt. And if he truly cares, he'll be waiting. I believe God has created us for each other. He knows that we can grow together and that we make each other better people. God sees that we have already made plans to grow closer to him, with each other. Learning together. All my peoples are telling me to stay away, which is understandable. They don't want to see me get hurt anymore. Yet the decision is mine to make. And I understand the consequences of choosing to believe in our love and him. "Love may be a lot of things, but one thing it certainly is not, is UNSURE!"-Maya Angelo

COMMITTING SUICIDE FOR DUMMIES (bestseller)

WHOA!!! Crazy article. I'm torn between feeling completely disgusted by these acts and kind of sympathizing with the victims and possibly understanding the enablers' views. I don't agree with handing out full-fledged guides to commit suicide, terminal illnesses involved or not. Yet there is a sense of desperation and pain that may cause the ill to desire to not live. Maybe the people who help them kill themselves feels there creating a public service or something. The article gives slight explanation but definitely not justification!!! A natural death may take longer and come with burdens but it was how God planned it to be. That strong of an involvement in the death of approximately 200 people is sickening and unjustifiable.

*The Big Apple*

I'm going to New York City. Manhattan to be exact. I want a different scene but somewhere I wont feel completely alone. Somewhere I have family and can be successful. The busy feel of Manhattan is perfect for me. Corporate yet casual and right around the corner from the places my mom grew up. I've always wondered why everyone else but me wanted to live so far away. NYC is definitely not anyones dream city to live in but mine. I've come to realize it's because I don't like most things others do. I would never live down south because I don't like heat at all. I would rather live in Alaska than Florida! I don't like relaxing, calm areas or scenes because I love the excitement of the city. Always having something to do, programs to be apart of, kids next door to play with my daughter at any time. A sense of family in neighbors. My dream is to go a place that's 8 hours away. Just call me Christina...